January 2010
Delving into the depths of my personality..
So, lately, I’ve been learning a lot about myself and how I deal with things. I always thought I was super open, but I’ve realized I’m only open about, you know, the good things, the happy things, or the sad things that are happening to someone else. I’m actually very “I’ll think this through myself” when it comes to issues in my life and big decisions....
I find that if I write things out, they are officially “real”. So, if I’m in denial about something, or dreading an event or feeling, no one will read about it or hear about it. I find myself much happier this way, but not necessarily more peaceful or “healthy”.
So, maybe I should just write down all my feelings and just get it all out.
Today a little boy came up to me and asked me to tie his shoe. I had no idea who the boy was, but being a nice person I said, “Ok buddy!” I bent down and tied his shoes. I stood up and said, “there ya go.” And he gave me a big hug, laughed and ran away. I thought this was really adorable until I discovered a “kick me” sign on my back three hours later. MLIA